I want to start off by saying that I don't think what Eric and Dylan did was right or excusable at all. It's incredibly tragic what happened on April 20, 1999. Countless relatives and friends of the victims had their lives dramatically changed forever, due to Eric and Dylan's shocking and selfish actions...However, I've been fascinated by the Columbine incident ever since it happened. I think about both Eric and Dylan quite often as I go through everyday life, but Eric Harris is the main person in my thoughts. My infatuation has been on and off for a little over 12 years. It's not a daily thing thankfully, but even if I manage to go several months with hardly a thought of Columbine, the daydreaming always returns. It's so much worse than any "real" crush I've ever had. I've been fantasizing about Eric Harris now everyday for over 6 months, longest period of time yet. And I don't care how ridiculous this sounds, I feel I'd do anything in the world to somehow, someway, meet Eric Harris. Time travel, somehow altering past events, channeling the spirits, me dying and going to hell...I know this will never happen of course.
I just don't understand the girls at Columbine, and how they basically looked right past him and had no interest. Even once he stopped dressing preppy and hanging with the nerds, and he started to change and show a very dark side, I always thought many girls were intrigued by this sort of behavior? The "bad boy"? And he was so handsome, how the hell did he never get laid? I would have probably stalked his ass...Every time I go back to a video, a diary, an interview that I've viewed countless times, I often discover and piece together things that I did not notice before. Eric and Dylan are such a mystery to this day. Perhaps they wanted it that way. Sure, they left behind plenty of stuff to work with such as their journals and recorded footage. But they must have known that some mystery will create endless debates and theories for years to come...Anyways, I figure that since I think about Eric Harris so often, and I haven't come across many recent blogs allowing people to discuss their thoughts on Columbine, people can do that here.
Hopefully Eric Harris has a doppelganger out there somewhere because I would love to meet him...Does anyone else feel this way?
I completely agree with you.... Except for the fact that if I had known Eric Harris in real life, I probably would have gone out shooting with him. I love Eric Harris <3 and I am obsessed with him. I just finished the book Columbine, and it was amazing actually. Although I really wish I could watch the basement tapes. If you know if I could possibly watch them online, could you post a link?
ReplyDeleteI've only read transcripts of the basement tapes. I'm not sure if they'll ever be released but really hope so. I especially want to see the part where Eric is driving and reminiscing about the past. He supposedly cries and I don't understood what the huge deal is and why they won't just show it already. :-\
ReplyDeleteYeah, I read the transcriptions too. They were pretty detailed, but I want to hear and see Eric in real time, not just read about him. I want to see his facial expressions, to see the joy on his face when he talks about murdering innocent people. That would be amazing.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I don't get why they want to create so much mystery around the tapes. I've read a few times that it's because they're afraid of copycats. That seems like a stupid reason though because we already know plenty and they have tons of followers as it is. If they had been released years ago, the allure of those tapes wouldn't be there. That mystery makes the whole thing even more intriguing...I'd love to see those tapes too, I hope they are released someday!
ReplyDeleteI think you have it slightly wrong here. Eric was not "full of joy" about NBK. Think about it... He KILLED himself after. Poor Eric, still so misunderstood.
ReplyDeleteUm YES! Thank you for saying this. I'm obsessed with Eric Harris's life and I don't know why! It all happened so fast! What the HELL is so intriguing about this guy?! I think all the things written and all the evidence coming out of the whole situation is such a mind boggling mystery that we torture ourselves to find an answer. I too am guilty of reading the journals and rewatching the videos countless of times. Yes, it doesn't help that Eric was good looking and gentlemen like, but what is it about Eric Harris that is so damn intriguing?
ReplyDeleteIs it because I wish I could save him? Is it because I can relate to some of the things he says (non violent of course)? Is it the small glimpses of true human emotion that we get of Eric that makes us believe he is not the monster they say he is? Is it because we understand the true feeling of hurt and that we can all relate? Is it because we all feel we are entitled to answers for things we can never understand? Is it because he is so damn cute? Ugh?! What is it? Anyways....thx for posting this (recently too) so I don't feel all crazy for this new found EXTREME curiosity i will call it with Columbine and Eric Harris. I have a reason for starting my research but I will keep that to myself.
If you all want to talk more please let me know! I would love to further discuss this. My boyfriend doesn't seem to understand haha!
Hi! So... I hope you answer me, bc It's been 5 years since you commented, but I don't care xd. Are you still a columbiner?
DeleteAnd, If the person who created this blog reads this, I woukd love to talk about Columbine, Dylan and Eric, you know.
Hi I am looking into this and I think there was a third killer
DeleteHi I am looking into this and I think there was a third killer
DeleteFor me personally, his looks do have a lot to do with it. I'm 25 and feel like a perv, but physically I find him to be so adorable. Everything about his face was attractive and makes me wish I could find a twin SO BAD. I even love his voice and listening to it in their videos. I remember back when I was 13 and Columbine first happened, hearing my parents talk about how horrible and senseless the whole thing was. The whole time I was thinking, what a waste of a hot guy. At the time I knew nothing about the massacre and didn't care to read the news, I just knew that I was infatuated with a dead mass murderer.
ReplyDeleteAnd here I am 12 years later, still thinking about him so often. Funny that it hasn't worn off at all. I agree with a lot of your second paragraph. I have these pointless daydreams of knowing Eric before the massacre, where I catch his eye the way Susan DeWitt did and could somehow convince him that high school will be over in no time. Or sometimes when I'm driving alone in my car, I have these imaginary conversations with Eric in my head like he's there with me. He just seemed amazing in so many ways, the kind of guy I would have had a major crush on in high school.
Also, those glimpses of true human emotion kill me. Like in the basement tapes that they haven't released, I read in one of the transcripts that Eric was recorded driving in his car alone, talking about good memories, and he suddenly cries a little before turning the camera off. The fact that he cried and didn't cut that out of the tape, it's like he wanted people to know that he was human and conflicted about everything. He had so much potential.
Anyways thanks again. I will update more so hopefully I can get some more visitors over time.
Please excuse me. I understand you posted this years back, but I'd like to talk more about Eric...
DeleteEven though I live(ed) in the same state as him, and was only 1/2 hour from him, and never met him😢😢😢
I actually went up to the school the day after the shooting, and it never dawned on me till March of this year that April 20th of this year marked the 18th year of the shooting. I became obsessed with Eric in March of this year after continuously watching the YouTube videos of him.
Please forgive me if you lost interest in this, and me replying to your comment
Hi Shelly, I'm not Jade, but I want to talk about this too.
DeletePd: It has nothing to do with it, but we have the same last name xd
I am looking into this do u all think there was a third killer
DeleteDamn girl, you've been obsessed with the kid for 12 years? I remember I was also 13 when Columbine happened. I lived in FL at the time and had just come home from school. My mother had the TV on the news coverage and I remember them replaying the image of Patrick Ireland (I think that's who it was) getting pulled out the window from the library. Then they showed the pictures of the shooters, Eric and Dylan. I was like, "Damn, those guys? A fucking nerd and a goth kid?" Yup... that's what I thought. I was 13...total asshole. But it scared me too because Eric looked so preppy and harmless in that picture and it kind of made me wonder about the other kids I had "so called nerds." Could the kid in my computer class really shoot me in the back? It was pretty bone chilling. But, other than that, I didn't try to understand.
ReplyDeleteIn fact, I never thought much of Columbine until I saw Bowling for Columbine (i think i was 17?) and then actually saw the sequence about the shooting. I cried. I mourned for the victims, not the killers. I recently re-watched it a month or so ago on Netflix and started doing research. The more I read about it, the more I want to know more. However, every new thing I read I feel conflicted... about Eric's motivations (Dylan is a bit more clear for me). I thought Peter Langman's essay, "Eric Harris: The Search for Justification" was petty convincing on motive, but then I just finished reading Brooks Brown's book "No Easy Answers" and that has me totally thinking in a different direction. If you haven't read that then I suggest you do. I really liked it. I also just got Dave Cullen's book, "Columbine" in the mail and am going to start that next. Even though some people swear Dave Cullen is full of shit, I'll let myself be the determiner of that.
Ever since I was little I was totally fascinated with True Crime and the mind of the Serial Killer. I remember being the only kid in school who would bring in the book "Most deadliest Serial Killers" and read it in study hall. I think that's why Eric Harris is so fascinating to me. I just wonder what was going through his mind. He was good looking, charming, deceitful, just like Jeffrey Dahmer was, but are they really the same? That's what I think has compelled me to dig so deep... Unfortunately, I can't say I share your obsession to the extent as you do,I'm not "in love" with Eric Harris but I definitely draw parallels between my life and his (as I mentioned above), that makes me sympathize with his ordeal.
I also watch a lot of Discovery ID and all this now has me thinking about going to the local college and picking up a class or 2 in criminology. Ever think about doing something like that? It might help your obsession subside if you had a better understanding of the criminal mind ( i hate using the word "criminal" but i don't know what else to call it). I don't know. I'm not here to judge, just here to share my thoughts. Isn't that what bloggings all about, anyway?
Thankfully, it hasn't been a constant obsession for me over the years. If it was I probably would have needed some help by now. I go through long periods of time where I don't really think of Columbine at all. It's something that kinda goes away for while, but eventually comes back, and the fascination never wears off.
ReplyDeleteI've always been into true crime myself, that's probably a major reason why I'm into him as well. James Franco is supposed to direct and star in a movie about Richard Ramirez, that should be really awesome if he does the story justice. Another "favorite" killer of mine is Dennis Rader AKA the BTK Killer. I'm sure you have heard of him, but if not, his story is pretty crazy.
I haven't read Brooks Brown's book yet but I seriously need to. Who better to write a book than him? I read the same stuff about Dave Cullen, the only book I have about Columbine. It kinda ruined it for me. Some people argue that only 2 or 3 key facts were wrong, but I wonder what if his whole perspective on everything was a bit off, based on what he assumed? Aside from that though it was good, hard to put down.
Oh, and I have thought of taking criminology classes! I'm majoring in History and one of the classes I had to take was all about serial killers. The professor was terrible but I loved that class. I might keep going to school once I finish, since I don't know what I want to do with myself lol. DON'T wanna be a teacher.
PS, it's random but another thing I remember about when Columbine first happened...I was watching a damn good episode of Sally Jesse Raphael, and when the "breaking news" interrupted my program, I threw an epic tantrum and started throwing shit around the room yelling lol. My outbursts are way more in check by now.
ReplyDeleteOMG!!!!!! I sooooooooo agree with you Jade!!!!! I absoultly love Eric and Dylan! :3 Not because they killed innocent people but because they were super cute!!!! And actually I saw Eric's spirit once! I was doing witchcraft to see and hear Eric.
ReplyDeleteSo the night that I did it, I was getting into bed and I layed down and I turned my head and I saw this black figure that was shaped like Eric and his hand was getting closer and closer to my face so not thinking it was him I quickly hid under my blankets! Hahaha I bet he was wondering WTF!!! He is still here in a way!
At school, I went to church and this kid in my class was infront of me and he was seriously pissing me off, so I kept saying "eric please help!!" Since I knew he was near, I could sense it! So the next day that kid didn't show up and same with the next hahaha so I think Eric helped! Hahaha :D I haven't seen Dylan yet but yet I didn't ask to see him, I shall try that tonight and see his black figure and NOT hide under the blankets this time!! Hahahahhahahaha :D Btw here is the website if you want to try it and see Eric! :)
http://www.spellsofmagic.com/spells/spiritual_spells/summon_spells/766/page.html
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DeleteHello,
DeletePlease excuse me, but I understand you posted this over 5 years ago, and this is my 1st time seeing this.
I'm seriously obsessed with Eric, and only became obsessed with him this past March.
I had one dream about him, and ever since at times I feel like he is all around me, and helps me.
Does that actually work with that spell of the website? How does it work? I would love to see Eric
DeleteI admit I've been traumatized about the Columbine shooting ever since Scott Craig came to our school and since I wondered what was going through their head? but not fantasizing like you say that's kinda lunatic don't you think? I'm not trying to be mean but Eric's dead and you should move on, he's know longer here in this earth. He's in hell for what he did. And I to agree what a waist of hot guys but oh well things happen.....
ReplyDeleteHey listen to this.... this reminds me of him? well I guess just the beats..?
ReplyDeletehttp://youtu.be/RFzAg8tMxys
I guess the fantasizing part would seem crazy to some people, it depends who. I hear/see weird stuff everyday, so I'm kinda desensitized to people that are out there. My little phases are annoying at times though, but true crime is a big interest of mine. Columbine is probably the most interest thing I've learned about.
ReplyDeleteThat's a cool song, never heard that band.
ReplyDeleteI have an obsession myself on eric harris and have had scince 1999 and have got books dvds and pitures on him and get as many as possible i went to columbine in 2006 and went to erics house in 2006 aswell and had my picture taken out the front and im not obsessed like love him cos im a guy and that would be wierd but there is defininetly something about him that is intriguing definetly
ReplyDeletePlease excuse me. I understand you posted this years
DeleteEven though I live(ed) in the same state as him, and was only 1/2 hour from him, and never met him😢😢😢
I actually went up to the school the day after the shooting, and it never dawned on me till March of this year that April 20th of this year marked the 18th year of the shooting. Omg!!! You actually got to see Eric's house, and had your picture taken in front of the house? One day I want to go see the house he lived in. I became obsessed with Eric in March of this year after continuously watching the YouTube videos of him.
Please forgive me if you lost interest in this, and me replying to your post
Its not just that the whole columbine story is so intriguing i never get sick of thinking about it or talking about it but erics alot more interesting than dylan for some reason i have no interest in dylan at all but eric i want to know as much about him as possible
ReplyDeleteYeal, Dylan is a bore compared to Eric. I always think "Dyl-hole" in my head when I think of Dylan. I said it in a previous comment but I'm a lot more like Dylan, unfortunately lol. Quiet and not very memorable, unless were actually friends.
ReplyDeleteThat's so awesome that you went to Columbine and saw his house as well. ^_^ If I ever go to CO I wanna see his house, the school, and the pizza place he worked at, if it's still there. ^_^ Do you live in Colorado or just visited? I live by Chicago so it's a ways off for me :-\
yeah if eric was alive it would be cool to meet him but if he was alive and never did this no one would know about him its only cos of this shooting people are so obsessed
ReplyDeletebut eric is more interesting than dylan i have no interest in dylan at all eric is the main one i dont know why that is but he is extremly intriging i cant seem to learn enough about him
ReplyDeleteyou wanna see the pictures i got of me at erics house im on facebook if u wanna see em or talk about columbine ill talk forever about it
ReplyDeleteOh please excuse me, I understand you posted this over five years ago. You actually have photos of being in front of Eric's house? Wow!!! One day I'm wanting to go see the house he lived in.
DeleteEven though he is no longer here, I'm just so in love with him, and wished I could have met him way before the shooting happened, and he ended his life😢😢😢
no i live in australia in adelaide i want to live in littleton if i can one day i would love to buy erics house imagine living in it and being in the basement where the basement tapes were made that blows my mind
ReplyDeletePlease excuse me for replying, because I understand you posted this over 5 years ago.
DeleteOh I would love to live in the house he lived in, and would love to have his bedroom in the basement.
believe it or not i wanna go back and see columbine again and erics house i knocked on the front door and asked if i could take pictures i would of loved to of gone inside his house and had a look
ReplyDeleteomg id love to see that picture! im kristina and im very obsessed with eric
DeleteHi Kristina, my name is Shelly, I'm also obsessed with Eric.
DeleteI only lived a half hour from him, and never got to meet him.
have u seen the zero hour reenactment of columbine that is great and do u know of the columbine project they are releasing a film
ReplyDeleteYeah I'd love to see those pics. My name on fb is Marla Sokoloff, and there's a cat in the profile pic...My real name's Jade, but I have a fake name mainly to avoid all of my relatives that I never even see in real life.
ReplyDeleteMan that would kick ass if you could actually purchase Eric's house one day. I THINK I read that his parents still live in the same house? If they do, that's pretty crazy. I think I'd move far, far away if I were in their shoes.
The Zero Hour documentary was great. I had the hots for both of the actors in it haha, but yeah they were good. Also saw Zero Day and Elephant, I liked Elephant a little better even though it dragged on at times. I even saw that Carbine Massacre movie, which was atrocious lol.
I REALLY wanna get the book Brooks Brown wrote though. Can't believe I never got around to it, have you read it?...oh and I looked up the Columbine Project, that sounds so interesting! Definitely gonna check that out.
i got brooks book its a good one and columbine book yeah there are great movies on it april showers is a good one like u i really dont see my relatives they all are a bunch of idiots i have had days where im so angry i have thought about doing something like they did but i dont have the nerve lol im never ever gonna give up my interest in columbine and eric its a hobby and i dont care if others dont understand it
ReplyDeleteI wonder where Eric is right now at this exact moment..is he in the sky? Life is so weird sometimes. We'll never meet Eric again, we'll never get answers from him, he's just someone who nobody knew but now everybody does, i wonder sometimes, where are eric and dylan? r they in heaven together? hopefully we can meet them one day there. But anyways I do want to go to Littleton and see the memorial stone, I think it would be a good experience.
ReplyDeletebeing honest they wont be in heaven for what they did thats clear but the fact that we will never meet him in person sucks all we can do is get every ounce of info we can on him and keep him alive that way
ReplyDeleteI hate to think this way because I'd looove to meet Eric in the afterlife, but I have doubts about heaven and all that because I'm Agnostic. A tiny part of me thinks it might exist, but if it does I probably won't end up there since I don't truly believe. :-\ I know Eric didn't believe in God from the stuff he wrote, so at least he didn;t worry about hell or anything.
ReplyDeletethats true one thing i will say he had some guts to do what he did and to plan it for a year and never back down once about it and see it threw even knowing he was going to die in it thats some balls
ReplyDeleteYeah he definitely had balls. I sometimes wonder if he was disconnected from reality in a way, mentally. Like life felt like a movie sometimes and he was simply going through with the script he wrote.
ReplyDeleteWhat are your thoughts on Dylan? I know that a lot of people say he was very quiet and withdrawn, but some sources say that it was actually Dylan who came up with and introduced the idea of a school shooting to Eric.
ReplyDeleteI think that on the surface, Dylan was pretty bland. Eric was more complex, but I'm sure there was a lot more to Dylan than some people assume. Eric just showed so much more personality in his writings and videos. But like I've told people, I'm really meek like Dylan. So I know what it's like when people assume I have no personality even though I simply choose to show it to certain people. Those eerily quiet people are the LAST people anyone should label or assume stuff about. My co-workers all think I'm this quiet little angel. They'd never guess that I've tried acid and shrooms in the past lol, or any of the crazy shit that's happened.
ReplyDeleteIt sounds pretty believable that Dylan came up with the idea. He was so emotional, easily depressed, and sensitive from what I understand. I can picture him ranting about shooting/blowing up the school, but only being halfway serious about it. Eric probably made the idea an actual reality, after a lot of convincing. Sometimes I wonder, if they never went through with it and looked back on their plans, would they have wondered wtf they were thinking? I'm sure Eric would have committed some type of major crime eventually, but I think Dylan could have matured and possibly realized that it was all just teen angst.
I feel this exact way. I really don't understand why. I'm only 17 years of age, so I haven't been following the case since it happened, but I remember discovering it long ago and being absolutely fascinated. I don't feel like a serial killer groupie (or to any murderer for that matter), although I read a lot about them. I like reading about crime, but I've never condoned or wanted to take part in it. Some parts of me feel like "I could have changed him", but my better senses know I couldn't. There's something in me that desperately wants to meet Eric personally and fall in love with him. He was an extremely attractive boy in my view, so this makes it all the harder. I sometimes personally ache from being so late. I wish so often that I could've been there and met him, befriended him, dated him, loved him.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel. I really think that if the right girl gave Eric a chance, he could have changed his mind about what he did. Being a teenager is so hard, just how intense your emotions are. I remember how hopeless some things seemed back then, like it would never get better. If I had went to h.s. with Eric I definitely would have had a major crush on him. But also would have been too shy to ever even speak to him.
ReplyDeleteAnd in the basement tapes that have never been released, there was that one scene where Eric talks about the people he'll miss, and he cried a little before he turned the camera off. That's so sad to me, because a lot of people would probably guess that Eric wouldn't have been capable of showing that vulnerable side of him. And actually leaving it on the tape instead of recording over it...I feel like he wanted everyone to know he was human, not completely evil.
have you seen natural born killer? the movie that eric used nbk as the nickname for their attack on the school? at the end of the movie it is said that only love defeats the demands and they stop killing because they are in love.
Deletei believe if he had a girl he loved and who loved him he would not have killed himself. or killed anyone maybe. wish that girl were me!!!
-kristina/21/seattle
Eric was a super hottie and I also want them to release atleast the part where he crys because it shows the human side of him instead of the evil monster the media makes him out to be with the exception that what he did was wrong but I can understand it in a way..I dont see how releasing that part of the tape could cause criminal copycating. PS:
ReplyDeleteIf anyone knows of some Eric fan fiction could you link it?
Hey Jade, I actually understand because lately that's all Ive been doing searching for Eric Harris everything. Which actually led me to come here. It's crazy because I was only 6 years old when this happened and I hardly paid any attention, but once I got older I wanted to know more about what. Then bam, I became obsessed with Eric, and the same thoughts of going back in time and I don't know talking to him or something to alter the events from ever happening. Its so strange because I thought this obssesion was me going nuts but no its not!! And I know he was so cute!!! I don't know what was wrong with those girls!! Thank you for posting this though at least I know I'm not the only one thinking about him :D
ReplyDeleteOh no you are not the only one that thinks about him. I actually made a fan page of him, and have photos of him on a shelf.
DeleteI doubt "a single girl" could change his mind about killing hundreds of innocent people like he wanted to do. His rage concerned more than women. I don't think he was capable of emotions so it is twisted to concoct this fantasy about him...he was a psychopath...they are incapable of feeling the way NORMAL people do. I'm all about free speech, but you girls are seriously misinformed, and possibly sick in the head.
ReplyDeleteNo, you just didn't get our point here. We don't love him or admire him. We can't explain our interest in him, that's the reason why this page exist. We hate what he did there and we never said that we think that one woman could change his mind. But we also don't understand how somebody could not like him. And by the way, by the Dylan, ''the one woman number'' could have worked because he really needed love. That's all what this body wanted. We are not misinformed, we are humans and we can't control our feelings, thoughts, interests or anything else. And if you were a girl (or maybe even a real human, I don't know), maybe you would get us in the right direction. You are the misinformed one, because you don't understand our point here. :)
Deletefor someone claiming that others are misinformed, you seem to be the one to have done little to no research on eric or columbine...if you had read his journals or read about him by way of accounts of friends and people he knew, you would know that he had feelings, he just tried to suppress them. the popular notion that he was a pyschopath is wrong. he cried in one video thinking about how he wasnt gonna see some of his old friends ever again. and in his journal, he repeatedly stated how he was going to have to distance himself from his family and not "bond" with them anymore prior to the shooting, as to make it less hard to do (his words). and a few other instances. not as many indicators as dylan, but they were there, but u obviously didnt take the time to research, so idk why ur judging us. he was full of hate, but he was a human underneath that and was in a lot of pain.
Deletehave you seen natural born killer? the movie that eric used nbk as the nickname for their attack on the school? at the end of the movie it is said that only love defeats the demands and they stop killing because they are in love.
Deletei believe if he had a girl he loved and who loved him he would not have killed himself. or killed anyone maybe. wish that girl were me!!!
-kristina/21/seattle
I am so glad to find people who are as interested in Columbine and Eric Harris as I am. For a long time I thought I was the only one which scared me. I completely agree that Eric is VERY HOT!!! And I wish he would have realized how good looking he really was. If I went to high school with them I would defintiely would want to be friends/date them and not care what anyone else thought. If more people were nice to them and accepted them than maybe Columbine never would have happened. I dont think he and Dylan were cold blooded monsters.I think they were pushed way over the edge and finally snapped plus the anti depressants they were on could have caused it too. RIP Eric, Dylan and the 13 other victims.
ReplyDeleteSo many people do not even try to understand our love for the boys, so it's good to know there are people out there who feel the same way as I do about Columbine.
ReplyDeleteI contacted Jeffco recently about the Basement Tapes, and they stated that they are not going to be releasing them in the future. I hope we can see them someday, though.
There's alot of people who cant understand our fascination with him and/or Dylan. All they see is mass murders who were monsters. And yes a big part of who they were was a mass murder but they had other sides as well. The good and human side. And yes I agree. It's very great to know that other people feel the exact same way and arent going crazy.
DeleteDont even get me stated on the basement tapes. It's beyond abusrd that Jeffco refuses to releases them and makes me so mad!!
I totally feel like you, especially about doppelganger... But the weird thing is that barely no one is similar to him from the apperance. There are some pages findlookalike :D And the character...It's not so obvious for the first time, but when you contemplate Eric you'll find out that he was one of a kind, seriously. And I don't know why... He was writting about mixing styles, that he wanted to be original etc., this sticked in my memory. He looks handsome on senior pictures and if he could wait (I mean not going on massacre) he would grow up to be a realy nice ass. God damn it, such a waste...
ReplyDeleteWhy the hell am I constantly thinking about this boy???????????????????
Omg.. haha I thougth I'm the only one. I thought I was a crazy girl. I'm also obsessed with Eric Harris. I don't know, I just think he was a great guy with big problems. I'm searching and searching for so many things I havn't watch or havn't read. It's crazy because he was a mercilessly killer. And I don't support any of his acts (neither Dylans acts), but I'm interestes in the person he was. I read his journal, many things were just crazy and I couldn't believe that this is the guy I'm obsessed with :D But when I read the sentence ''What do you think about when you look at the sky at night, When theres no clouds out and you can see all the stars?'', I just thought: How can't anybody liked him? This is just beautiful and when I think, today the boys ask you about your underclothes.. You got my point? ... Ah, I'm just crazy :D But that's how I think. haha
ReplyDeleteIt's not crazy that some of you think this way, but love is an intense emotion so if you REALLY love a guy like eric, it's...definitely unhealthy. and really? A waste of *hot guys*...? -.-" I'm sure they hated people exactly like the ones who said this. I'm also hugely intrigued in their story and motives, and due to my young age it hasn't been a long while since I've known of this case, and I do mourn for them both and the victims. But the point of sympathy is also unhealthy if you're asking me. Empathy is the epitome of humanity, and is siblings with sympathy, true, but sympathizing with Eric Harris isn't... tolerable. You haven't known him. So if you wish you knew him to share your love and sympathy, that's just foreseeing things and lacking the necessary realism. He's gone, by his will. And took other lives along with him, something that will cease to be covered with pity or empathy. I feel bad for them too, because it could be stopped, especially Dylan. He was a guy full of teen angst and desperation, but this could be upturned in someway. And the fact that Eric has actually warned a friend before the start of the events, show that he had assumptions beside his usual self about the world. A little bit of humanity could be sparked within him. And with the grace of God, it would bleed over into his conscious life. The thing which you guys are discussing isn't intelligent. I'm glad that you shared something you've been keeping inside and that there are people out there who do understand you, but honestly, you can see past beyond your "obsession" if you really want to. Why are you fixated on "Eric"? And not the fact that he had a conscience once that ceased to exist at some point to the point of resulting the death of fourteen people? Trying to understand this makes sense. It means that you want things to work different for the future, that you don't believe it can completely wither into nothingness when it existed once (his conscience), that it could blossom again with the right push. Instead, here you are jabbering about how you'd like to meet him in person. He must've met more than a hundred people in person and not one of them could talk him out of his plan. You would probably be among them. Maybe he'd date you, and care for you, and be friends with you. But that doesn't mean you could prevent the happenings like the angel of his life. He simply needed something other than human touch. He had lost full hope in humans, thought them corrupted and therefore hated them. Something I thoroughly disagree with, I think we all live the age of innocence some time, and we can't erase its impact from the curves of our brain, it might drive us do things we wouldn't even imagine doing. Because of this belief, personally, my hope for humanity is inextinguishable. But his cracked at some point. I don't know why and I'd like to, as he's not the incarnation of Lucifer himself. He's a human being. Was a human being. I don't even know what to say to that someone who declared he or she wanted to join him during the shooting... Why? That's the only question I can manage... Why would you want to kill someone? Let alone someone you don't know, who has while laughing breathed in the very air you'd be inhaling raggedly due to inhumane excitement taking someone else's life would bring upon you? Just... Ugh... Anyway, my point is, don't personalize such a delicate topic that had this huge impact on human history, because that's just selfish. You hold the reins, you can dismiss the obsession and show care on the topic itself instead!
ReplyDeletegod help you...
ReplyDeleteThis is extremely worrying, you need help.
ReplyDeletethis is exactly how I feel about Dylan klebold. since the 6th grade I always felt the way he felt and I always had this feeling that my love is not on earth anymore. and suddenly I found Dylan and I realized that he was my soul mate. like he said. "I will find my love someday, somewhere. she'll feel the same way I do right now. she will find me and we will be inseparable and come be with me." Do I sound crazy. I mean this just how I feel.
ReplyDeletedo you think Dylan klebold asked for forgiveness before he killed himself? do you think he went to hell or the in-between world?
ReplyDeleteEric Harris <3333
ReplyDeleteEric Harris is so cute. Why hadn't girls liked him? :(
ReplyDeleteOmg I know right. So cute but with a terrible mind.
Deleteif i saw the little midget fucker id rape him for being a bad boy
Deleteeverything you just said is exactly how I feel. It makes me feel a lot better knowing that a lot of other people feel the same. I can't help but feel so attracted to him.. and even identify with him in some ways. As a teen, I had a suicidal "emo/goth" period, and I never thought about hurting others, but I did hate the world. I feel like they felt miserable and that they had no way out, so they took themselves out in a way to be remembered and show others how important it is to treat people with respect. I wish so much that I could go back in time, find him, and show him that there is another way out. I feel like the slightest thing could've made them change their minds. like he said in his journal, maybe if people just gave him more compliments, it could've been avoided. It makes me so sad to know that no one heard his cries for help and that he felt he had to do such a terrible thing. I even thought about the doppelganger too hahaha! He'd have to has Eric's essence too. Just the way he carried himself was so attractive. I feel like people will judge too harshly so I can't talk about it with anyone. That's why I made this super long post here. Feels good to get it out :)
ReplyDeleteTo those that are saying "you need help".. consider this. Eric and Dylan were not born murderers. This world, and society MADE them that way. So, instead of pointing fingers, maybe you should look within yourself and reflect on how our society could cause so much rage in two young boys. We ALL know.. "if you want to make the world a better place, look in the mirror and make that change". We all know that was they did was WRONG and tragic and absolutely TERRIBLE. but the only way to avoid this type of thing is to find out WHY. They were normal people just like you that were mistreated to the point that they literally went crazy. They went into it with one main goal, and that was to die. Excuse us for having sympathy for them, as even though they were wrong, they were victims too.
ReplyDeleteThem fuck boys aint shit to a real nigga , I bet I'd scrap both dem bitches at the same time....OMG I wud go straight savage on these 2 nerdy ass faggots and the punk ass nigga that made this can get DAT ass beat to
ReplyDeleteHolla at cha boi!
yeah lets find these fucking whales and harpoon the sick fucks. now i know why the Japanese hate whales. if i saw eric id donkey kick his ground hog ass across a football field and throat stomp dylan klebold the skinny warthog.
DeleteRIP Reb and voDKa
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ReplyDeleteThey killed 13 people because they felt bad its sad bit they could have better themselves after highschool no they just killed people they are lost sad day but there choice
ReplyDeleteIf you're looking for a doppelganger of his.. I came across a man named Thomas Fiaty, he's a porn star but.. He looks like eric. I'm in love with Eric as well, I'm not sure if anyone still goes on this website, but to anyone that does, look up 'Thomas Fiaty porn star' up, he's similar looking to Eric.
ReplyDeleteHahah I was thinking about asking if you'd seen a double of Dylan but I already have a boyfriend who is exactly like him in every way. See my.comment below.
DeleteLooks to be pretty quiet here, but if anyone ever wants to talk, just reply with your email.
DeleteI am a year younger than Eric would be today, and remember Columbine well. I have always been drawn to Eric..maybe his brother is single? Haha ;)
RIP boys
I have my own twin of Dylan. He is 17 and so am I. He is also obsessed with columbine and he looks acts dresses and talks exactly like Dylan. He is my perfect guy. And I am his perfect girl. For his.birthday I bought him a treanchcoat and Dylans hat. He likes that team anyway before he even knew that Dylan did. He has all the clothes he's ever seen.Dylan wear and he has all his quotes and everything Dylan.ever watched or listened to he likes too. He is basically Dylan and I love him so much. We have a very special connection and we plan to.stay together until we do something. We were both bullied at school and while he had.a great upbringing his father was an alcoholic who.left when he was a young kid. My mother is a junkie.and made me.homeless at 14. Her boyfriend raped me.my whole life her men have been taking advantage of me
ReplyDeleteI want to kill all pedophiles and Chris wants to kill all pedophiles and stupid people.we hate the world and we.love eachother. Together we will commit an act of mass murder so violent it will outshine Dylan and.Eric and we will be the next Hitler. And no one.can complain.because we are killing pedophiles and stupid.people who need to.die.off anyway to keep our race smart and live longer
I thought I heard one time that he did get laid.
ReplyDeleteI totally agree with Jade. I dont condone their actions regarding the tragedy but i find them cute especially Eric. He was a hottie. Thinking about them, I didn't want them to die so horribly. They seem like cool and fun guys to hang around with and I wish they were my friends to hear them out. Im more like Dylan. Reserved, depressed, and a romantic lol. Take out the massacre event, and i think they're pretty cool guys and crush worthy. But by no means do we accept what they did.
ReplyDeleteFrom all the comments I read on here that were posted back in 2011 and my first time seeing this is just wow!!!
ReplyDeleteEspecially comments about Eric, being obsessed with him, and in love with him.
Yes I'm obsessed with Eric, and I'm in love with him. Yes I live in Colorado, was born and raised here. By the way I lived only a half hour away from him, and never met him😢😢😢😢
Now I wished my mom and dad would have moved to Littleton like they wanted to, but didn't. If they would have, I would have gotten to meet Eric, because Columbine would have been my high school. I would have befriended Eric, and would have been there for him even if it took everything I had after hearing the hell he went through. Yeah I would have been shy to say anything to him, but I would have pushed myself to do it.
To everyone who sees this, I made a fan page for Eric. Its called Eric Harris's fan page on Facebook. If you want you can check it out, and like the page, see the photos, and leave comments.
You are gross!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ewwww dylan kelbold and eric harris probably had butt sex with their moms and dads and eachother. hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaabhh iwoenkdlk;s
DeleteNot a fan of the two, but more so interesting in understanding why some people are. Anyone want to help me with this one?
ReplyDeleteNot a fan of the two, but more so interesting in understanding why some people are. Anyone want to help me with this one?
ReplyDeleteEric and Dylan understood the truth. They have the right idea. Email me if you are a superior human who actually gets it, and would like to join me: weareallgod42099@yahoo.com
ReplyDeleteSTOP THIS IS MESSED UP
ReplyDeletedamn , this was 10 years ago ������
ReplyDeleteI can understand where you're coming from. Like you, I in absolutely no way condone what Eric and Dylan did, and yet I agree with you that Eric was so handsome. And I also agree with you that maybe they wanted some mystery about them to remain, maybe they never wanted to be fully figured out.
ReplyDeleteEric was gorgeous. How could no girl give him pussy? I would have given him head and pussy nonstop. I want to have his children. I am obsessed with him. He needed sex and he was gorgeous enough to get it all the time.
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